I have traveled before with my friends when I’ve been on an orchestra’s concert tours. But somehow those always have felt really safe. Maybe it’s cause I haven’t known my the girls from the school that long. I mean we just met in September. Four months is nothing when compared to the time I’ve known my orchestra buddies (from five to fifteen years).
But as I know how much Paris will build the relationship between us it’s not really what I’m afraid of. So what is it?
I have no idea (yeah, this is kind a long and self-centered post, feel free to skip).
I have done notes (yeah I know, it’s just my thing….) of Paris, about shopping, sights. Spend a huge amount of time with maps. But the more time I put into it the more insecure I feel. In the end of the day I’m still just a 19-year-old girl who just moved on her own. And am surprisingly having hard time -not with living on my own, but traveling while I do it.
I’d love to think that Paris would be like I’ve dreamed it to be. Beautiful, full of life and fashion, good food, sunrises and sunsets. Am I having too high expectations for it? London survived on my “test”, but that was the end of summer with people who told me what to do and where. Being on my own feels good just as long as I can switch it off when I want to.
Huh, now I need to cheer my self up. I can’t wait for Notre-Dame, all the vintage and window shopping. I promised bf I’d get lots of chocolate for him. And a playboy. It’s French after all.
What to get from Paris?
Wine? Chocolate? Magazines? Vintage? Tiny Eiffel Tower? Postcards?
Jewels? Books? Shoes? Make-up?